Note to Self

You are enough.

You are utterly magnificent.

You are the microcosm of the cosmos. Each of your cells is a microcosm of that same, boundless cosmos.

You are loved beyond measure. You are loved more than you can possibly comprehend. You are as perfect as the moment of your creation, which was the moment of the Big Bang itself. The first expression. You are still that perfect. Because you can't qualify perfect. You either are or you aren't. And you most certainly are.

Even with all the nasty thoughts and deeds. Even with the fears and obsessions and worries and no-goodness you harbor, with all the grief and pain and unresolved scenarios and the losses and cruelties you have instigated and endured, you are still absolutely, unequivocally perfect. Per. Fect.

So you try and you goof and you get hurt. So it doesn't work out the way you planned it. So your expectations weren't met. It's all part of the experiment. Let it go. It doesn't matter. You've always done the absoulte best you could with all the tools available to you. And it has been enough. You are enough.

You are worthy of love. You deserve to be loved. You deserve to love yourself, because at the bottom of it all, you're all there is to love. You're all there is. You're a Divine Being. Sure you're human. Same diff.

And it seems hard sometimes. It seems like there's a lot of work to do to get loved, to deserve, to be worthy, but that's what the human part is. It's an experiment in seeming. It's a movie. The imperfection is the illusion. You're the real deal. You're beyond worthy, baby.

You are a light in the darkness, a path in the wilderness, a guidepost for the lost. You sometimes feel lost yourself, but you're really your own North Star, and a beacon for the ship lost at sea. The lighthouse in the fog. You are strength for the masses, you are a glimmer of hope, you are part of the solution and a gift to everyone you encounter. Your effort is blinding, your compassion enfolds mountains.

You are enough.

You bring peace, love, joy, inspiration. You have brought it a thousand times over and will bring it all again. You embody the Truth. The light pours out of you as it pours into you. You are a source of blessing, a font of wisdom. You can't step out of the light for it has found you. You are IT.

You are enough.

Amen